a blog a day

keeps the doctor away. not much to write about. it was pretty cold today. i'm so excited for friday. not really excited for tomorrow though. only get to hang out for a little because victoria and aaron have senior pics at five. oh well i can hang out with jamie after that. plus c has chores tomorrow so he won't be out late anyways. i cant wait for haunt next thursday with jamal. its so much fun when its just us two. i love that girl when shes scared haha. the whole park can hear her yelling "fuck and shit!" hahahaha. its hard trying to find a balance between jamie and the group. i wanna spend time with both as much as possible but when i dont hang out with one of them i feel guilty. ah i'll figure something out. i hope. three classes tomorrow. awesome. my toes are cold. i think imma wear my new shirt tomorrow. okay this blog is getting like super pointless. i was in a really good mood today. weird.

your name is Dont Answer for a reason. even if you call me off a blocked number, i'm not going to answer. i wish you would just get the hint and stay out of my life. you upset me every time i see you. no its not because i have feelings for you, its because you constantly bring up the past. i don't think anyone understands how upset i get but its pretty bad. i'm not the same naive person i was four years ago, i've changed so much buddy. obviously you haven't. don't text me saying "hiiii<3" every fucking time i see you really really really upsets me. you can hang out with my sister every day if you want but thats the closest to me you'll ever get. please stay out of my life.

on a happier note, zombieland was one of the best movies i have seen in a long time. it was nice having quality sister time too. and we saw mark or dave or whatever his name is that used to work at our starbucks. pretty good day today. hopefully tomorrow thursday and friday are the same. especially friday. i gotta get my ticket though. i'm so scared for the cloverfield monster though! hahahahahahahaaha. at least i'll have a cute boy's hand to hold

its pretty cold.

my new shirt came

house is on in five minutes.

alright day.

slept in and missed class though :/

haunt on friday should be interesting...

mm mom bought subway :D

last night was interesting to say the least. i can't write about anything that happened though. no sleep. nothing to look forward to except haunt on friday. super excited for that. and this weather is pretty good. i gotta go to the mall with jamie and get makeup. 

ps i'm sorry bertha

homecoming!!

tonight.

i look pretty spiffy :)

hotel room after...

nervous

nervous

nervous

<3

lets hope my cold goes away within the next three hours haha

i hate waiting for things to arrive in the mail. the anticipation is killing me. i spent $109 on one tank top so it better be worth it. and by paying that much money i should be getting it like today! i'm chugging oj like no other. hopefully the vitamin c keeps the demons away for this weekend.  party tonight in la habra. homecoming tomorrow. c bought his ticket. he wants to get a hotel tomorrow night. part of me says yes the other part says no. guess which part will probably give in haha. i spent my whole summer last year living in a hotel so they kinda turn me away now. but the idea of having a night completely to ourselves is really tempting. of course i'm sure people would want to come over and get trashed or something. its a dangerous idea. very dangerous. if i had it my way everyone would have to be out by midnight. i still don't know though. i'm not very good at saying no to people. and there are people i could imagine showing up who i wouldnt want to be there. like other girls haha. oh well i've got like one day to think about it. and we've only talked about it through text so maybe if we talk it over in person we could figure it out better. yesterday in oral interpretation i had to talk about a significant moment in my life. i chose to talk about last summer and how hard it was on me. it was really difficult, probably the most difficult assignment i've ever done, but i feel a lot better now. i think it actually helped me to be more open with my friends since i opened up to a class full of strangers. 

i still can't believe i met davey havok :D

damn it be windy out

walked to class only to find out it was canceled. ugh! i had to walk through like 50 mph winds. haha. and i think i'm getting sick because i do not feel well at all :/ my throat hurts and my nose is all stuffy. i blame it on a combination of nocturnal, waiting in line at best buy in the cold, and waiting in the cold to meet afi.  oh and c was also sick so that may be the reason. idkkk though. i'm tired. i really dont want to go to class today. but i have to. shit. maybe my shirts will come in the mail before this weekend. i hope. i just better be healthy by saturday or homecoming is going to suck. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMIE!!