smother me

already a week has gone by. wow. and i'm so scared of fucking this up. he's too good of a person to lose :/ but i know how clingy i get with boyfriends and i'm going to try my hardest to not go overboard even though it will be hard because i already like him a lot and like yeah. but whatevs. ahh he's soooooooo cute :) like everything he does makes me smile all big and stuff. i just hope that izzy doesn't spread her lies and fuck this up like she's done with kurt and jamie in the past. gah. i always come to this to write so much and then when i start typing it's like i completely forget everything i was going to say. all i can think about is my boyfriend haha. i think jamie's a little jealous because my boyfriend is cuter than hers hahahahaha. oh well, deal with it beyotch!! i dont know what i'm going to do when he's gone for four days straight and he'll be like a bajillion miles away :/ txt up the ying yang haha. i've hung out with him for the past two weeks straight and dont mind it one bit :) it's late-ish so i guess i'll stop before i start getting mushy.