like water flowing into lungs, i am flowing through these days

i cannot recall a moment in my life where i was happier than i am now. it's pretty hard. the only way for my life to be perfect right now would be if i had a stable best friend but i currently am working on that :) i've got a yob, i'm about to graduate, i'm in love, and i've got an amazing summer approaching. life is pretty much good. and yesterday was my last friday of high school and it could not have been better. it was bittersweet. i experienced so many emotions yesterday it's incomprehensible. i cried during second and third and almost fourth. first off, during second we're giving farewell speeches in english and spencer gave his and it just hit me then that the last time i see him might be on monday. i've known spence since elementery school and we were best friends in 6th grade and he's one of the funniest and most sincere people i know, and now i might not ever see him again :/ then during third i read what steph had signed in my yearbook and i started crying. she pretty much spilled her heart out about our whole friendship drifting apart and it made me miss her so much. i am going to do whatever i can to keep that girl. she's my best friend. mmkay then fourth period i hung out with cody and he showed me what karrin had written in his yearbook (a page and a half of her undying love for him pretty much). yeah...wow. i was at a loss for words. i don't know how anyone can do such a thing like that. umm hello he has a girlfriend. fuckennnnnnn shit. like seriously, i've been with him for FOUR MONTHS and some ho tries to tell MY boyfriend how much she loves him. go tell your toilet how much you love it you bulimic bitch. talk about not having any morals. ah wow sorry i'm in a bad mood now :/ well anyways...after school i went over to cody's and his mommy came home and bought me some shirts and i love them a lot in fact i'm wearing one right now :) and then...yeah :) like...yeah. :D mm i'm sooo happy. last night was truly truly amazing. it was so much better than i had expected. <33333333333333333333333333333333