and every single time i see your face it reminds me why i walked away

mmm i love the word alive's new song "battle royale" :) this three day weekend sure was an eventful one. aaron and jacob spent the night at victoria's sunday and monday night. sunday we didn't really do anything though. monday on the other hand was crazy. i don't know if i'll ever do it again though. i saw things that i don't ever want to see again. i was delusional. i couldn't think straight and i kept thinking about jamie for some reason but i didn't know where she was. it was pretty bad. if i ever do it again its going to be in a different setting like the outdoors because victoria freaked me the fuck out especially when she started bleeding. not good. imma kickback on the drugs for a while haha. yesterday was the prop 8 protest and that was so much fun. im so upset with the decision to uphold it though. fucking stupid i swear. some people are so ignorant. havent you ever read that "all men are created equal". nothing really to look forward to except girls night on saturday. i wanna keep it sober though. but idk if everyone would agree with me. going downtown today to hang with kerensa :) i havent hung out with her in so long. 

"i felt like i was in fight club" -aaron. hahahahahahahahaha