you're doing this to yourself. i never left you. i've always been there for you. i don't even know if you'll read this since you stopped following me on here. but i just want you to know that "even if you can't hear my voice, i'll be right beside you dear."

i hate myself for being too nice. it always gets me fucked over. i wish i could be mean to people because maybe then i wouldnt get walked all over and maybe i would have actually yelled at the guy that grabbed my ass tonight instead of just brushing it off. i wish i could be stronger. but i always put people first and worry about their feelings instead. i have such a big fear that my niceness is seriously going to get me hurt someday...