i had the worst dream this morning. i was at golden hill and i left to pee and then i walked up and c was kissing paris and jamie came over to comfort me then c came over and i was screaming at him and told him to fuck off and he just kept trying to explain that it was okay and at one point he even said "i'm going over to paris' for a while and we're going to hook up and that's going to be okay with you" and i was like oh hell no and i just kept screaming at him and he didnt see what was wrong and for some reason thomas was on his side so i kept looking for thomas to punch and then we somehow were by paris' house and her dad drove up and i told him his daughter is a slut and he said "yeah thats why we have the fbi looking for her" (which doesnt make sense but this is a dream haha) and i kept looking for thomas because i wanted to beat the shit out of him but before he came out of the garage i woke up.

i think i watch too much tool academy or something.

it felt so real though, i woke up freaking pissed. haha.