today was lame. and cold. tried hanging out with victoria for like the millionth time but of course she was busy with aaron. why do i even still try? honestly? i can't remember the last time she asked me to hang out with her, oh yeah it was when i had something on me she wanted. she didn't even want my company probably. falkjksljklasjakla i feel like i should talk to her about this. so that makes two people i need to talk to. i think i should reevaluate my friendships if i keep having to talk to people.

and the royal mail is on strike so idk when my orders from the uk will be shipped :/