i've been keeping myself busy so as not to think about him. i'm doing a pretty good job at it too. unfortunately i don't know how much longer i'll be able to occupy myself. i'm almost finished with the new stephen king book and i've been reading it nonstop for the past three days. i guess i'll have to find something else after that. i hate being sick. i feel like shit. i just wanna be able to get out of the house but i don't know when i'll be healthy enough.
i think he's found someone better.
but i'm doing my best not to think about that.