im sick

and it's lame. but everyone seems to be sick so i'm not missing out on much. i have been in the mood for some audacity but the past two weeks both of their shows have been cancelled or moved somewhere else. my throat's killing me. jamie's out with kurt. i'm kinda glad i'm not with them because i have been becoming quite annoyed with them always together all lovey dovey, maybe it's just because i want a bf. but there are only two boys i like: hookup boy and boyivelikedforthreeyearswhoisamazinglyhot. and frankly i dont see either of them becoming my bf any time soon. oh well. being sick is boring. my family is so boring. i want to go to the zoo sooooooo bad. the san diego one to be exact. i hope the animals aren't too cold during this time of year. haha. christmas is in twenty three days. twenty three!!!! omg!!!! haha. lame. it's a conspiracy people! anywho, i have a christmas list for all of my friends, i just haven't gone out and bought their presents yet. as soon as i get better. i promise.