hes perfect for me

but can i be perfect for him? i try. i really do. every day with him gets better and better <3 i have never ever been this happy with someone. and it feels amazing. its almost midnight haha. but i cant sleep. i took a nap with cody today..for about a half hour, i think he slept for an hour though. he's cute when he sleeps. today was fun. yesterday was fun too...well sorta. kinda had some drama but whatev. took a taxi home at 2:30 in the morning...that was interesting. fucken jamie thought we were gonna have the cash cab hahahahahahaha. i cant wait for this weekend, i really hope its fun. so i've come to terms with accepting davey havoks gayness. its kind of depressing because i liked him so much. but then i saw him in the new revolver magazine and lost pretty much all attraction for him. his hairs so short and he dresses pretty fairyish haha. wow i cant believe what i'm typing. what happened to sing the sorrow davey? bring him back!!! well i'll always have a thing for davey i guess but it wont be the same. hes still that vegan, straight-edge, amazing lyricist he's always been but jeffree star threw his fairy dust all over him and turned him fag :( so fuck you j star! and if you're at the breathe carolina show imma throw my shoe at your fake vagina. i really need to try to sleep. gotta wake up early tomorrow for school. and see cody :)