doublestack blue fuck yous

where do i begin? yesterday/today were probably the best days of winter break so far. and it kinda sucks because so many people are mad at me over it. hey guess what i don't have to be a good girl all the time so just fucking accept it. i'm smart enough to know how to handle myself and i know when enough is enough. have i ever put myself into a dangerous situation? NO. because i can handle my fucking self so just accept it. thanks. and i don't see why everyone is making such a big deal out of it when they themselves have done the same thing. i know its just because they care about me though. anywayssss i couldn't have been any happier driving around with joe aaron jacob and cody the whole night and this morning. yeah that last name wasn't a typo i actually hung out with my ex and guess what else, we talked the whole time! i don't know where all the awkwardness went between us but suddenly it was gone and i'm so so happy that we're friends again. theres a lot i'm missing out on. umm joes idea to pull an all nighter at mount baldy was amazing! the snow was beautiful, but cold. but idgaf because i had codys warm jacket on and all the guys had to freeze haha. it feels like every pee i take lasts an hour. i made yellow snow!! i thought i was gonna get eaten by a bear though haha. and joe kept freaking out on everything but it was funny. i love those boys. and they better love me back.