i tried :/

made an attempt to talk to my ex (don't know why) and all i got was two word answers. why did i even make the effort and stress so much on it when he obviously doesn't care. i thought he would be in a good mood, it is christmas eve after all. but noooo he made it seem like i was wasting his time and everything i was saying wasn't important. i just tried to make things not awkward. how hard is that?? but fucking shit he can't even apologize for any of the shit he put me through. nine months must mean shit to you. what a waste of texting time. 

anywaysss merry christmas eve to everyone and happy other things to the non christmas celebrating kids. imma go eat santas cookies and try to forget i even wasted my time on that hairy bitch.