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the mighty boosh is the funniest show ever. especially "journey to the center of punk" ah i laughed sooo much. school tomorrow. then i might hang out with bre. but i gotta get those tickets tomorrow so idk if i'll have time to :/ had an unexpected guest over today. i didnt mind though. i just didnt think he would actually show up when i invited him over to eat the bomb 7 layer dip i made. but he did :)  things have been a lot easier with me and him. i've decided to be more accepting and i've surprisingly become less attached. okay so actually i dont think thats worked but its what im trying to believe haha. jamie and k are done. forever. according to him at least. im not getting my hopes up that he'll be out of her life for good but the way things are looking make me pretty happy. its not him that i hate its just how he hurts her so much. and honestly i think a break from him like this is exactly what she needs. i just want her to be happy and she needs someone that will make her happy 99 percent of the time not just 50 percent of it. that girl deserves the best because she is the best and any guy that treats her like she isnt the best obviously doesnt fucking deserve her. so i've made my point. i think. i love this girl more than life itself and for once i think she will actually be truly happy. which makes me happy.