went out on my balcony and tanned. no idea what im doing today but i dont really mind. this weekend i didnt hang out the usual group i hang out with but i didnt mind one bit. i had fun with jamie justin tori and brian last night watching a nightmare on elm street. next weekend is joe and randall's birthday weekend and then i'll get to party. theres really no purpose typing this entry right now, i guess its just a reminder to myself that i'm okay in spite of everything thats going on around me.