victoria was supposed to take me to a party tonight that i got all dressed up for. but she ditched me to get a ride with jasmin. so im at home because jerrys car was full. where the fuck have my real friends gone? im so sick of feeling ditched. i even bought a new jacket today just for this party. oh well caleb might take me and if he does i plan on getting drunk and forgetting about all of the lame ass "friends" i have.