four day weekend

and its already halfway over. last night was weird :/ i never thought someone so close would attempt something like that and personally it made me quite a bit shaken. yeah i understand that there had been drinking but i guess this was my first time experiencing someone on that level of drunkness (is that a word?) anyways me being the nice person i am just let it slide by and didn't make a big deal out of it but deep down i think it is kind of a big deal. i'm not sure if this is going to change how i view that person. also last night some queefwhore was talking shit on me right in front of my face. that takes balls. shes lucky i found out what she said after i had left the party otherwise i would have hit her. i hate when you like a person but you don't really want to like them because you know you'll just end up getting hurt but you can't just stop liking them because its hard to just stop liking someone. its not an off and on switch as much as i would like it to be sometimes. got no sleep last night. these past days have been weird in so many different ways. some good things though. gotta stay posi haha.