gangstas and strippers

i realllyyyyy hate how every time you're fucked up you try to get with me but when we hang out and you're sober its like i barely exist. it seems like guys use substances as a crutch to try to get with girls. but if guys had BALLS they would try to get with girls when they're sober. ha. saw a really good movie today, "Taken". you should go see it. went to a party or two also. stayed sober and tried my hardest to take care of everyone. i hate worrying about them though :/ especially some who i tend to worry about more. blah. i'm tired and can't focus at all. goodnight. fun day tomorrow i hope.