i cant fix you if you don't want me

i hate how i get attached really easily. i know i shouldn't. i know i can't develop strong feelings for you. shitttt. its taking me forever to finish typing this. theres just so much going on in my head. i love giving advice. it makes me happy helping other people. i just wish i could listen to my own advice. but at this point i don't know what my heart wants. well, it wants what it can't have. which sucks. stupid boys. and it sucks valentine's day is coming up. poop. today actually went better than i thought it would, i didn't think about a certain thing i was worried about being upset over. relationships fuck up everything.