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show tonight at chain :) underneath the gun, suffokate, all shall perish, abigail williams and conducting from the grave! im kinda nervous imma get beat up by all the metal guys there though haha. this week hasn't been too bad, it didn't go how i expected it to though. i thought a certain person was going to act differently since when we texted there was something there but i guess not. my weekend: chain tonight with thomas mindy jamie kurt and paul. thennn lexi's rugby game tomorrow at 11 and hanging out with "the group" or whoever. and sunday maybee the mountains with jordan and joe.  that should be super fun i hope. imma make jordan ride the sled blindfolded hahahaha. i had four dreams last night and the same person was in all of them. but in two of the dreams i was super mad at them and the other two i was like super happy with them. i'm pretty sure my head is trying to tell me its confused haha. but i knew that part already. i just don't know how to handle it. its not a big deal though i guess, i've got other things to worry about. that dumb cunt shandi is going to be at the game tomorrow cheering for the other team and i hope to god she doesn't piss me off too much. i get to see andrew tonight, haven't seen him since the bringmethehorizon show so we'll see how that goes. i wonder if this weekend will be anything like last weekend. i kinda hope so.