my ribs have been broken for quite a while

but they are finally healed for the most part. and no one will understand that. the san diego zoo was AMAZING<333 the show at chain with we came as romans was also quite amazing. i ran to the front of the stage and grabbed the singer's hand. ah so much fun! i got to feed giraffes today!!!! do you know how amazing that is?? unbelievably amazing. i love giraffes :) and i saw pandas and elephants and koalas and bears and meerkats and gorillas and hippos and rhinos and zebras and flamingos and tigers and monkeys and a ton of other animals. my trip today just made me 2948932727483822000 times more anxious to work there. fuck fool i wish i could just start working there tomorrow. i would so be all up in the giraffe cage every day haha. today was my third straight day having del taco, wow, i think i'm just a little obsessed haha. but i really don't want to have it tomorrow, maybe i'll get subway. i didn't hang out with the group at all this weekend. i haven't seen any of them since like thursday i think. i didn't mind though. i think i needed a break just to clear my head and sort things out and i'm glad i did because it really changed my perspective on things. but we'll see how long that lasts. i'm sure i'll totally change my mind tomorrow ha. school early. how lame. everyone needs to go to the san diego zoo.