my eyes are tired. i probably shouldn't have drank with brian louis paul and adam on my balcony tonight with jamie. then i went downtown afterwards for a little bit. i wonder if c knew i was drunk. probably. oh well it's not like he cares about me on the weekdays. i almost ordered something online but i stopped myself. moms making pizza. yummy. today was kinda lame but tomorrow should be better i hope. jamie's at a show i wanted to go to but i didn't wanna go when it was last minute. plus i would have passed out there.

AND OH MY GOD i just checked dearcoketalk and she posted my question and answered it! i'm in complete awe right now hahaha. wow dude.