i had a job interview at spoon deep yesterday. a lot of people applied. ugh :/ i hope i get the job. im supposed to find out today befor noon. im so nervous. if i get this job then i cant take summer school which means...idk...but i think it kinda messes up my school plan. and if i get this job then i probably wont have as much time to spend with c BUT hey maybe thats a good thing. victoria got into new york and thats my second best friend to move to new york. im going to miss her so much. but im not thinking that far ahead yet. i'll just enjoy the time i have left with her.