this is how i feel right now. frustrated as hell. no real idea why either. c doesnt wanna go to the motel party tonight because he thinks it's a "bust" but he's gone to three other motel parties at the same place. jamie is with faggle kurt even though he's STD ridden and she is somehow believing his lies again. im STILL sick. went and tried on that gold prom dress i loved last night but i tried it on without a bra today and it didnt fit as snugly. ugh. i thought i was getting used to having a thing with c the same way i had a thing with covellHO but it's not turning out that way. i just want a fucking relationship or some sort of mutual agreement between the two of us. and i really really dont want that bitch going to prom with us. there i said it. she still hates me for some crazy reason and i didnt do shit to her. it's not like c cheated on her with me. it was the other way around. ugh whatever people just need to grow up. and im sick of salt. he pisses me off so much. everything that comes out of his mouth. he's so full of it. and i fucking hate how people think IM drama. i better fucking get laid this weekend or i'll have one more thing to bitch about.