i thought blood was thicker than water

blah i hate boring sundays. jamie left me for kurt. i've been trying to hang out with her all weekend but the second kurt wants to hang out with her she leaves me for him. she's not even supposed to be hanging out with him. and he's with summer every day he's not with jamie. i don't know how she can be okay with that. i wish a restraining order would help. i wish she wouldn't believe every word that came out of his mouth. she needs to know she can trust me. not him. ughhhh