wow i didn't post yesterday. thats surprising. STILL waiting for c to come and talk to me. saw him last night at golden hill, he said hi and the only conversation we had consisted of how both of our feet were cold. i guess he hates me. he told tori i was "trippin" bitch what the fuck does that mean?? i got a healing yesterday from victoria's mom i feel a lot better now. i would feel even better if c would just talk to me though. am i really that intimidating? might go over to victoria's today. who knows. i am becoming very fed up with this situation though.