if you listen, listen close you can hear when the heart stops

today had its ups and downs. woke up at 645 to get to the school by 815 for a meeting with my counselor. i'm right on track with schoolwork so thats good. math test was postponed. got a twenty out of twenty on my english paper :) i beat the guy who usually gets a perfect score haha. oral interpretation was fun. we walked to victorias house and did our scenes there. i have a healing tomorrow with victorias mom. then i find out jamie and kurt were at my house home alone. thats great. my ortho appointment was quick and easy, i dont have to go back for another ten months and while i was there i ran into my moms friend who said she could get me a job at rainforest cafe :) i'm definitely going to take her up on that offer. then i walk over to a and vs and c is there but he still won't talk to me. its been longer than 24 hours since i gave him the note but he still won't talk to me about it. i wish he knew how stressful this is. and i guess that taylor bitch wants to hook up with him. i'll punch her fugly ass face if that happens. so that was my eventful day. now i get to stress some more over c. i just wish he knew how badly i want this to be settled.