my day

has just begun. ha not really i spent like two hours watching shear genius. fucken bravo distracts me all the time. anywhooo jamie and i are going on an adventure to go visit our friend in the hospital and we made him this awesome card i hope he likes it. then i have no idea what we're going to be doing. maybe hang out downtown idkkkk. im kinda worried though that kurt talked to cody about things because jamie exaggerated some things to kurt like i wanted cody to stop drinking and doing drugs and how he should change for me, but those things aren't true at all. i dont care what he does as long as he doesnt get hurt. and as for the whole changing thing i think its stupid too. i dont want to force anyone to change. people change themselves, its them who makes the decision and i have no right to decide who's going to change because i myself am not perfect. sooooo if kurt tells cody these things that jamie says then idkkk i'll just have to set the facts straight. mm well i gottta go get ready for the hospital. <3