vegetable soup

gahhhhhhhh. where do i begin? tried to meet up with people but they can't stay in one place long enough for me to meet up with them. who knows if they even wanted to see us today though. things are weird now between everyone. according to someone "they're his friends, you shouldn't hang out with them when he's not there" idfk. some shit like that. but whateverrr. i hung out with jamie bre luc and jason today. you know how some people are only good in small doses? yeahhh i have a friend like that. people get annoying pretty quick. today was lame. i really need to spend some alone time with certain people. but idk. fuck. why should i even type on here. i'm scared, sad, worried, frustrated and like every other negative emotion. i used to be so happy. and i was happy today for a little but then i got depressed again. whyyy am i writing here??? fuck this shit