yadumbcunt

i write way too much on here. but its boring at my house so this keeps me sane. i discovered why i've been so angry lately and i've taken my anger out on the wrong people. turns out i've been frustrated over my sister. i know i should stay out of her business but its hard. she hooked up with jose last night, then she went over to kurts tonight and freakinggg luc told her he likes her wtf. she has at least three guys on her tits and she's playing games with all of em. well maybe not luc, idk. i dont really care. but its hard just sitting back and seeing two guys get led on. i dont know who she's going to choose and i don't really know who i would want her to choose at this point because either one is going to get hurt. so i've been really frustrated at her for like this past week and i've taken my frustrations out on the wrong people. i even took it out on little kids at my work :/ so no work for a whole week :) yayyyyyy. beach tomorrow? maybe. i wanna see cody too sometime but he starts summa school on monday. i hope that goes well. i'm sure he'll do fine though and if he needs help i'll just do his work bahahaha. its almost one in the morning maybe i should go to bed since i'm getting up at 9. ah but i gotta showerrr too. fuck there were some ugly ass kids at work today. it must have been take your ugly child to a baseball game day or something.