grr! i wanted to hang out with c tonight but he's not replying to my texts
i got a cute shirt from tillys and cute shoes from payless
oh and an aqua flannel also from tillys
lunch with aunt linda was fun
now hopefully later tonight is fun too

i got really drunk last night :/
but i went over to c's and it was just me and him and it was really nice
tonight idk what im doing
shopping with aunt linda tomorrow then hopefully after i can go hang out with c again

its friday! and i have no plans yet whatsoever. himesauce and i might make jell-o shots. but who knows??

ajfksafkasjsaljhhasjka i just want to see c and hang out with him and spend the night at his house and ajfajfjasljlakjala i miss him and I HATE IT. okay i dont hate it.

prom was kinda lame. i saw c. but we didn't really acknowledge each other. it kinda sucked. i got to see everyone i wanted to though. the party bus was fun too. but when jamie got home she ran away for an hour and a half to see kurt for some retarded reason. that kept me up until about 315 AM and then i fell asleep when she came home. then woke up at 9. 6 hours of sleep. that's not normal. and i'm like super frustrated and upset and on my rag so today definitely wont be a good day.

prom date

this is my sister jamie. she's my prom date. well i guess you can say i'm her prom date since it is her prom. i love this girl more than anything and anyone. she is the only person who has truly been there for me every time i needed her and i hope she can say the same thing about me. even though i'm older i have learned so much from her and if i was even half the amazing person that she is i would feel complete. she doesn't take shit from anyone and she'll stand up for what she believes in. her sense of humor is insane and anyone lucky enough to get close to her realizes how much of an awesome person that she really is. all the guys go crazy about her but who can blame them. and every time i see her i'm proud to call her my sister.

PROM!!!!

getting a ride home on the back of a motorcycle today
im so nervous!!

my sister frustrates me so much
she's hanging out with kurt again when he's dating cynthia
idk how she can be so stupid
who knows what lies he's feeding her this time

my insides are sore :/
house season finale is on tonight!
stayed over at c's saturday night and my body is in pain now
i feel like i have bruises everywhere

hopefully tonight at rob's goes well
and i hope c was just joking about getting shitfaced wasted
got a ride home from eric today :)
dan was in the car too
next week is our last class together :/

these stupid fucking parrots outside my bedroom wont shut the fuck up
at least its not on a day i get to sleep in
barbecue at victorias today i guess
even though i wont feel very welcome

i spent all day in bed with c and i didnt mind it one bit. i showered at his house also :)
jose and i talked shit on all the bros and bitches last night it was fun.
house is on tomorrow night
its also randalls birthday
and tuesday is joes birthday
then friday is oceanside to celebrate it

went tanning on my balcony today :) then took a refreshing shower and when i got out c had texted me. its funny because the whole time i was in the shower i was thinking about texting him. he wants to drink with me later. i hope that means no roofies haha. last night was fun we went to the block and yelled at scene kids. a bunch of dumb fucks hang out at carls. it was so annoying.

its hard keeping track of when i write in here and when i write in my tumblr. i guess i should just pick one or the other but i cant! today is thursday which rhymes with pursday which you wouldnt get unless you were at tori's motel party five weeks ago. today i'm hanging out with mindy! :) and the market is today. and imma see c for like 10 minutes too maybe. no idea what this weekend has in store for me yet. maybe things will go back to normal. or maybe i'll hook up with one of two crushes. hahaha. yeah right. we were supposed to get a motel this weekend for joe's birthday but i guess its next friday now. but that will probably change too. havent hung out with victoria in like 100 days. she's busy with other things i guesssss even though we made plans to hang out monday and tuesday but she just was too busy idk. i just dont want her to turn into a fucking troy girl

monday funday

house is on tonight :)
my chocolate lover obama lookalike ups man dropped off my prom shoes today
they're so cute!
i saw c today
visited jamiejabronie also
and i might get to hang out with victoria later too
<3
excited for this weekend!

went out on my balcony and tanned. no idea what im doing today but i dont really mind. this weekend i didnt hang out the usual group i hang out with but i didnt mind one bit. i had fun with jamie justin tori and brian last night watching a nightmare on elm street. next weekend is joe and randall's birthday weekend and then i'll get to party. theres really no purpose typing this entry right now, i guess its just a reminder to myself that i'm okay in spite of everything thats going on around me.