went to laurens last night with jamie. lauren was so wasted when we got there. c showed up with danny and aaron and right when we were leaving he texted me asking if i wanted to go watch movies with him. of course i said yes. aaron came too and he watched youtube until 4 am then he fell asleep and c and i watched a movie called bad company (i think) with chris rock in it. we went to bed a little after 5. i woke up around ten and tried sleeping longer but it was hard. c and i cuddled all day. aaron went to the beach. and we got some alone time. i helped him register and become an official college student! he only has one class though haha. idk when i'll see him next but the time we had together today was nice :)

day three of a nonstop blood-pounding-in-my-head headache
this is pretty serious :/

i slept over at c's last night. just us two. we watched dogtown and z-boys and i fell in love with the documentary. didn't go to bed until 6 or 7ish. didn't get much sleep. woke up to an empty house and then i walked home at 5. now im vegging out when i should be getting ready for jose's tonight.

warped tourrrrrr :D
was so much fucking fun
no words can really describe it
except stupid asshole thomas was there and he cheated on his gf with summer the whole time
but emmure kicked ass and bmth made me lose my voice and suicide silence was awesome and sonny moore was sexy and craig owens was heavenly
<3

i feel that is ultimately impossible to ever get over c
i found myself missing him so much last night and feeling like there wasn't a thing i could do about it

hot tub with shana summer jamie pierre justin and paul last night was super fun :)

san clemente has been fun. i feel like i ate so much here though i probably gained 15 pounds. aunt linda took us to chipotle for lunch and islands for dinner :) she let me drive her car and i did a pretty good job at it. we went shopping at the irvine spectrum and i got two shirts and a romper from h&m. tomorrow im supposed to go on a two day cabin trip with jose but he hasnt hit me up about it yet :/