jamie didnt come home last night. what a cunt. i couldnt get any sleep because of it.

audiotistic was pretty fun. im surprised i had so much fun while staying sober the whole time. i was super tired after though. spent the night at c's but nothing happened because the second my head hit the pillow i passed out. it's okay though because we cuddled still. idk exactly where i stand with him at this moment though. i think i need to step back and re-evaluate everything before continuing on this path that leads nowhere.
last night jamie and i saw inception and it was freaking amazing. joseph gordon levitt is so fucking hot i probably jizzed like five times during the movie :)

i spent the night at c's last night. we stayed up until 6 AM and i was super tired but it was pretty fun
now i have to find a fucking ride to audiotistic by tomorrow

i spent the night at c's last night. it was very fun. he protected me from the ghosts at fern drive and cheered me up when i was pissed off at everyone. :)

goingggg to the beach today with chuck jamie and dave :)

damn this hair dye turning my hair and skin pink

i'm frustrated and pms-ing and i dont want to go to work! i went everywhere looking for pants because it's going to be cold tonight and i dont have any khaki pants and i couldnt find ANY that looked good on me or fit me or were warm enough or were khaki enough or tight enough.
this is going to be a shitty five days straight of work.
on a happier note i slept over at c's two nights ago. we watched tombstone :)

drank at chuck's last night
it was pretty fun
then walked to c's house with him aaron and randall
we camped out in his backyard hahaha
barely got any sleep
my back is sore
now i have an hour to get ready for work!