wow.

boys sure are horny when they're high.
the funniest part is them not remembering anything they did when they come back to school the next day.
mmkay so this boy was pretty much all over me last night and he doesnt remember... i dont know if i should mention it to him and tell him what he did. i dont know if that would make our friendship more awkward or if it will push more towards a relationship. but then again i dont even think i would want a relationship with a boy who gets high almost every day. i just like the attention i get from him. i think the only way i acted last night was because i was hurt over finding out about a certain ex bf that im not exactly over yet asking some girl to homecoming. the thought of him pursuing another girl kills me. but i see the unfairness in my thinking. i dont know... life is a mess. is there ever a time when it will be easy??

p.s. those who read this are probably thinking i had sex by the way i worded things haha. i didn't. still a virgin. don't worry. we didn't even kiss. well once. but it was like a three second frencher haha.