last night

was just a bunch of letdowns. my ex bf was there and you have no idea how badly i want him back. there was drama everywhere...at the stadium, at the park, at jack in the box, at the school, at brooke's house...everywhere. just a few days ago it seemed like he wanted me back but last night we barely even talked. it was mostly my fault, i could barely look at him without feeling the guilt of what i did the night before. and then three possibly four girls thought he was hot and they pretty much would not shut up about him. arg. and i'm sure that one of the girls could have him if she wanted because she's so pretty. hopefully i can see him today and we can talk and i can get this all sorted out and see where our feelings stand for one another. well...i already know where i stand. i would pick him without hesitation out of all the other guys.