gang watch??

idfk. theres so much bull shit going on its hard to determine truth from lies anymore. what the fuck happened to honesty. two faced people really piss me off too. like seriously you talk sooooo much shit on him and then you're all over him when he comes around. makes me want to throw up. i'm not going to kiss his ass and act like i like him. how am i supposed to when he treats my sister like crap. stay out of their business? ha its a little fucking hard when i'm around jamie 24 fucking 7. and i'm not getting involved i'm just voicing my opinion so if you don't like it then fuck off. afi has a new song and its unsurprisingly not that great...in fact its kinda shitty. ha wow. i've come to realize i put up with a lottttt of shit. it takes so much for me to get upset. and when i do i just hold it all in. thats how i am, i don't like talking about things when i'm upset because i don't like putting other people in a worse mood. i like keeping the atmosphere positive. today was actually pretty fun even though it didn't go how i expected it too. the one thing i really really wanted to do i didn't get to. if it doesn't happen saturday i think i'm going to shoot someone. seriously. but anyways today was a bit different, we didnt really hang out in our usual areas. the tunnels were creepy yet fun. ouch i just tried to chew ice and for a second i forgot my mouth is super sore from the ortho today. fucking dentist. whatever my dentist is super chill and he always smells like weed for some reason haha. okay i completely got off topic. maybe i should just stop typing. who knows how much i am allowed to type without getting in trouble. turns out more people than i thought read this. how weird is that? i'm not even good friends with like half of you why do you care so much about whats going on with my life?!