la la lameee

boys are lame. the ones i want dont want me and the ones that want me i dont want. mmkay so i met this boy and i thought he was superrr hot so i asked for his number and we started talking more and hanging out more and it was a fun friendly thing. but then he started doing things that really bugged me like make fun of Davey Havok (noone makes fun of DxH in front of me), he sent me a picture of a dead oppossum (I LOOOOVE animals), he tried to show me pictures of bongs (I HATE drugs, i think they're stupid), he talks about how he wants to get fucked up or wasted (see last parentheses), and he's mean to his friends (I'm a very very optimistic person and I put my friends before me). So of course I got annoyed with all of this because this boy was definately turning out to not be Mr. Right. So I told him I just wanted to be friends and then he got all weird and now he's acting super upset every time I see him and he's sad all the time and he gets pissed off when I try to talk to him and it's just soooooo annoying. He tells his friends he "really liked me", well I'm sorry to break his heart but if he wanted me to like him he would have been the complete opposite instead of putting down everything I stand for. Gahhhh. And the second reason i "broke it off" or whatever is because a certain boy that i kinda hooked up with twice is still invading my mind and i hate it because he's such a big flirt and i fall for it but i know it leads nowhere. just a dead end. but i cant stop thinking about him and i wish i could because i know he's bad news...he doesn't even like me. but he apparently called Upset Boy and told him not to talk to me. what the eff? why would hookup boy call upset boy and tell him not to talk to me? does that mean he likes me? or does that mean he wants to sabotage his friend? i dont know.... but i'm trying my hardest to not think about hookup boy. but that's about as easy as eating meat for me.