Monday, February 25, 2008

"if the moon feel down tonight"

by Dear Juliet is the song i can completely relate to right now. not just one part of the song but every lyric in that song makes me feel like it was written to describe how i am feeling right now.
Everytime I see your smile
it makes my heart beat fast
And though it's much too soon to tell
I'm hoping this will last
'Cause I just always wanna have you
Right here by my side
The futures near but never certain
At least stay here for just tonight
I must have done something right
To deserve you in my life
I must have done something right along the way
I just can't get you off my mind and why would I even try?
Even when I close my eyes I dream about you all the time
And even if the moon fell down tonight,
There'd be nothing to worry about to worry about at all,
because you make the whole world shine
As long as you're here everything will be alright

yeahhh that song speaks volumes. and like ah i'm so not going to be able to handle four days away from him. fuckity fuuuuck. ahhhh. im going to miss him soooo freaking much. wednesday is going to be hard, i have a feeling i might cry. gah im acting like hes leaving forever!! its only going to be four days. buts its even hard on me to go a day without seeing him. and my cell phone is being gay with the text messages i'll be in the middle of a txt convo and then all of a sudden it wont let me get a reply and its super lame. moms bringing home subway. i hope house is on tomorrow night. jamie and kurt are fighting but idk it kinda seems like hes going to leave her again but today he seemed fine so who knows. i have no idea with that kid, hes crazy haha. there was some huge party over the weekend that everyone and their mothers went to except for me cody kurt and jamie i think haha. we're lame. i didnt even get to see my bf on saturday and on sunday i saw him for less than two hours. so gay. whatever. kasjfksajkaja i just want subway.

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