vicodin.

never had it. but it probably would make my mouth feel wayyyyy better. bottom braces hurt way more than top. why didnt my lame ortho just put them on at the same time??? then i wouldnt be typing about them right now and i could actually be eating food instead of stupid instant breakfast things and all this liquid shit that makes me have to pee like every hour and gahhhh. so today was not how i expected it to go at all. i felt sick all day like pukey feeling and i totally thought i was going to vomit. but i didnt yay!!! but i feel fine now, i think it was just because i was worried about crying or something silly like that or probably because i hadnt really eaten anything for 24 hours. and yeah but i got to see my bf more than usual at school today...well i saw him after fourth haha and i never do. but anywho it sucked because he had to go home after school and couldnt really hang out and then he was kinda down because of something that happened after school and i just wanted him to be happy :/ kajkfjakjalkjkajaka im gonna miss him a lot. there really isnt a point of going to school if im not seeing him there. im so tired. i wanna take a chainsaw to my jaw