drama drama drama

first off: i did not hook up with brian tonight. did i walk him home? yes. did i hang out with him and drink with him justin and paul? yes. buttttt did i hook up with him? no. i wouldnt jeopardize anything i have going with me and c just to hook up with brian. been there done that already haha. so when you hear a rumor about tonight just remember its just a rumor. last night with steph and the audacity boys and everyone else was super super fun. i really want to hang out with them again soon. i was with people my age and i actually was talking to people i didnt know. i'm surprised i wasnt being super shy brandi. i hope i can hang out with them very soon. gin and tonic tastes so gross. vodka and raspberry tea isnt that great either. i think i'll stick with bacardi razz and sprite from now on. tastes just like a shirley temple. oh and my "best friend" has a really controlling boyfriend right now and its pissing me the fuck off. almost to the point where i dont want to hang out with her anymore because he's always around. he made her sneak out of yearbook camp just to see him, if she gets caught she gets kicked out of yearbook and thats like her favorite thing right now. he flipped out on her three nights ago just for taking me home. i honestly cant stand it. he never used to be like this. why has his anger gotten so bad?? i used to be good friends with him now i'm scared to talk to him because i'm afraid i'll piss him off. he wasnt this controlling with izzy or bre. so what makes victoria any different? can someone please give me an explanation?