cosmopolitans are a lot stronger than i imagined. either that or johnny likes his drinks strong. damion flipped out on johnny last night because he thought he was trying to hook up with me. i guess he took it a little too seriously when my mom asked him to look after us. he also had a talk with c but i have no idea what they talked about. i ended up being a major bitch to c last night and i wouldn't have been that mean if i was sober. i don't understand why every time i drink i end up hating him. well except for tuesday night i guess. i know i made an ass out of myself and i sincerely regret it. the party got canceled so i have no plans tonight. i hope it doesn't turn out like last night.