this is bullshit!

i just wanted to register for classes and be in college and i go to do it and it says i have a hold! a hold?!!! what the fuck i just wanna be in college allfuckingready. shit! now i'm pissed off. grrrreat. whatthefuckever. i'll try again tomorrow i guess :/ i know what classes i wanna take just fucking give them to me already! ah! going downtown today maybeee.... i miss the old days when the group was a solid group and we weren't separated into different groups. the break up changed everything. but we all knew it would. i can't do anything about it. I JUST FUCKING WISH HE WOULD TALK TO ME instead of acting like i don't exist :( thats the only thing i hate: not being able to talk to him. it kills me. i just wanna be friends again dammit. oh i guess i don't fit in though because i don't fucking do acid and shrooms and get fucked up and fuck nasty beat hoes every weekend. damn you are right, i do hold my anger in. well maybe if we still talked i would be able to let some of it out. but noooooooooooooo you're too good for me now. ha. fuckity fuck fuck. and you know what else sucks?? craig left the word alive to remain in escape the fate. so when i see them on saturday i won't be able to see that sexy thing. ASS!!!! how depressing. theres so much more to say but its all angry stuff so i'll stop here. i think imma go to target right now. buy me some chocolate bahahahaha