carpet burn

sooo i just got home from a "kickback", there was like four people there, seven if you include me jason and alex. but i got to hang out with jason before he leaves for arizona at the end of summer so it was all good. im gonna miss that kid a lot. he probably won't miss me since he's leaving to move in with his 22 year old girlfriend. and then i come home and see that bree added this song that i had posted a while ago and the lyrics matched perfectly with how i felt about cody at the time. its called "if the moon fell down tonight" look it up if you have free time. of course now foour months later my feelings are much stronger and its hard finding a song that perfectly fits with how i feel about him. nine inch nails "closer" comes close though hahahahaha just keeding. so my back is fucking sore. and skins missing off it. but im not really complaining :) spent the night at kurts two nights ago. but i didnt go to bed until 11:30 am roughly, then got about three hours of sleep. i miss my boyfriend and its only been a day since i last saw him. :/ work was gay tonight. then subway was closed so i didnt get that for dinner. then jason came over at like eleven and we went to this mansion where some fat bitch lived. the place was fucking huge just like the fat chick hahahahahaha. and now its two in the morning and im starving and tired. hopefully i can go to hunters tomorrow. even if its only for two hours. and hopefully jerry has his thing on friday even though i have work. and hopefully theres something in my kitchen to eat because imma go raid that shit. fuck i ate all the rice krispies this morning :(