someday came suddenly

and that day was yesterday. i had an epiphany (oh shit i actually spelled that right!!) and i finally realized, after 4 months or so, that i'm like 90-95% over it!!! ah i was in such a good mood yesterday when it finally hit me. it hit me all random too but once i realized it i was so happy. idk how it happened, well kinda. it was just me being nice and caring about someone else besides me. and it basically hit me like this "you know what she deserves it because she needs something good in her life and if that will make her happy then i'm happy because [it] is really a good [thing] deep down inside and she needs something like that in her life" yeah thats kinda how it went. and another thing, i've kinda been really mean to a certain person and i feel bad but at the same time i don't mean to be so mean it just comes out. i guess its something in the back of my head that still hates him or something. or my mind being all confused not knowing how to handle things when he's around. 

theres a lot of people that need their ass kicked. some people can be so ignorant.

alright imma talk shit right now so if you don't like reading this then stop NOW

theres a really big slut that goes to fullerton high school and i pretty much hate her. well anyways she has a new myspace picture of her naked with just caramel and chocolate sauce and its the most disgusting picture i have ever laid eyes on. first off she's only a junior in high school does she not care about the fucking reputation she's getting? and secondly how the hell can anyone not have respect for themselves to do the shit she does?? its so disgusting and yeah maybe i shouldn't care about what she does but its hard because i'm brandi and i care about everyone haha. people like that need a fucking wake up call. it sickens me. i won't even get into the threesome she had...

on a better note: I DECIDED ON A TATTOO!! :) yay! now i need to find out how much it costs and then i can go get it. awesome. i hope today goes as good as yesterday. no LA today though. and its raining. but i'm sure we'll think of something. we always do.